Pedal to Podium

Today is both a rest day and my birthday—a perfect moment to pause, reflect, and take stock of how far I’ve come. Turning 35 feels significant, not because of the number itself, but because of the path that brought me here. My 34th year was full of challenges that pushed me to my limits, but it was also a year of immense growth, resilience, and rediscovery. A year ago, I was in a very different place—physically, emotionally, and mentally. My marriage was struggling, and I made the difficult decision to move to a little southern Tasmanian town to work on an agency contract in aged care. I needed space to process and heal, but the move also felt like I was throwing myself into the deep end.

Taking on a management role in aged care was a bold move, especially since I had previously sworn off that kind of position. I thought perhaps this time it might be different, but it didn’t take long to be reminded of why I had walked away from it before. After 6 months and what felt like the 10th time of being asked to work a full 9-to-5 day shift, only to back it up with a 10 p.m.-to-7 a.m. overnight shift, I hit my limit. Burned out and exhausted, I handed in my resignation.

Leaving that role felt liberating, but it meant moving back in with my parents. While I’m incredibly grateful for their support, it was a humbling adjustment. As an adult, having your own space is something you take for granted, and navigating the dynamics of sharing a home again was a challenge in itself.

The most heartbreaking moment of the year was losing my beloved dog, Mr Babbington. He had been my rock through so many tough times, and his passing left a hole in my heart that I’m still learning to live with even though my current pup Ellie strutted into my life and helped fill a portion of that hole.

But despite the struggles, my 34th year wasn’t without its joys and triumphs. Winning gold in the state time trial and state road race, as well as a bronze in the masters national time trial, were huge highlights. They were moments that reaffirmed my dedication to cycling and proved to me that even during a difficult year, I could rise to the occasion. I also had the opportunity to travel to Vietnam, a country that completely captivated me. From the breathtaking landscapes to the incredible food and warm people, it was an experience I’ll never forget.

Academically, I threw myself into my studies, and the results reflected my hard work. In my first semester of university, I achieved straight HDs, which was a huge confidence boost. My second semester was tougher, but I was still proud to finish with a DN average, especially given everything else going on in my life.

On top of all that, I added two new bikes to my collection: an amazing new road bike and, more recently, an enduro bike. Each one represents a different side of my love for cycling—racing on the road and exploring trails off the beaten path.

Perhaps the most profound part of the year, though, was reconciling with my husband. After spending the vast majority of the year apart, finding our way back to each other has been one of the most meaningful experiences of my life. It hasn’t been easy, but it’s reminded me of the strength and depth of our connection and how much we’ve grown, both individually and as a couple.

Now, as I step into my 35th year, I feel a deep sense of gratitude for the lessons I’ve learned. My horoscope for this year told me to look in the mirror and say, “I am that I am.” It’s a simple yet powerful affirmation—one that I intend to carry with me as I embrace all the challenges and joys that lie ahead.

Here’s to 35: a year to continue growing, to love deeply, and to face whatever comes my way with courage and an open heart.